Getting old.

Year ago, at the MC2D reopening, I was unfriendly and aggressive person. People coming up and going away - that was a usual thing. I never mentioned those guys who was around, they were posted things here, played at the server, made conflicts, made mistakes, laughed, abused. No matter if they were removed\banned by me, or just left. In few next days someone else was taking their place. (except Coldblud, I still want to see his suffering) Just a natural cycle.

Lately things kinda changed for me. With leaving of each guy here (even if he was an asshole) I feel like some part of the past getting away. It started with Apothecary, I think. Frequently he was annoying. He posted much things which cant be related or useful to the topic -_- But still it was usual thing to see him around, get angry on him, trying to relate things which he posted.

When I saw Bonzo here in first time, I figured like "Another guy trying to pretend serious person to beg a mod, meh". It was hard to believe that he was exactly the person, which he looked like. Those strikes, those posts with hard words, those threats "Shut up before Mr Bonzo see it". It became so daily, so usual. Like it should be. I will miss it.

I don't feel like I want to play or even visit the game after those things with Miron. I knew that this guy going to be the part of the past, like everyone did before him. But I became too attached to this one. Seems like my nerd nights game days finished after I lost this game mate. It also was so usual things to see his impudent face player model at the server.

Writing this message took so much of my time, I even forgot the sense which I tried to put into it. Well, maybe once some bored person will find those pessimistic notes of old fox and entertain himself with it -.-

What about me ?

You're leaving too? -.-

So you are grandpa fox now ??

Ehh , Nope I wont leave ..

If only we could make this better.


"this" is the whole MC2D, and the fact that it's new maps ruined the fun (yes it is), we can't have fun (obviously) and have no doom in a specific area (spawn area).

Now it's all, wait for it, DoooOOOOOOOooooomed

So it's doom 4. Lost on mc space.. ..nobody can hear your screams at spawn area..

Many of the things you wrote sound familiar to me, that might be because I had some of these thoughts, too, when -[IFwsI]- was breaking down. Old people left, new people came, things changed. Things got worse, shit happens; over and over again. Guess the best thing we can do is to do our own thing and move on when the time has come.

But the worst thing when old people left, and new didn't came.

MC2D is a deathmatch game but still there was fun, but we can (barely) fix this and change "was fun" to "is fun"

That is why I hope to see the list soon.

in dah memory of all the ppl who left us

So therefore 5 minutes silence for their memory.
And I agree with Random, those new maps aren't fun anymore...
Of course there are a lot of awesome maps also.

Anyways, some link
https://mc2d.forumotion.net/t959-tricky-plans-for-the-next-year

It is not my post, Troll. It was my brother, he typed this. Oh no wait, it was some hacker, he's hacked my account!