Year ago, at the MC2D reopening, I was unfriendly and aggressive person. People coming up and going away - that was a usual thing. I never mentioned those guys who was around, they were posted things here, played at the server, made conflicts, made mistakes, laughed, abused. No matter if they were removed\banned by me, or just left. In few next days someone else was taking their place. (except Coldblud, I still want to see his suffering) Just a natural cycle.
Lately things kinda changed for me. With leaving of each guy here (even if he was an asshole) I feel like some part of the past getting away. It started with Apothecary, I think. Frequently he was annoying. He posted much things which cant be related or useful to the topic -_- But still it was usual thing to see him around, get angry on him, trying to relate things which he posted.
When I saw Bonzo here in first time, I figured like "Another guy trying to pretend serious person to beg a mod, meh". It was hard to believe that he was exactly the person, which he looked like. Those strikes, those posts with hard words, those threats "Shut up before Mr Bonzo see it". It became so daily, so usual. Like it should be. I will miss it.
I don't feel like I want to play or even visit the game after those things with Miron. I knew that this guy going to be the part of the past, like everyone did before him. But I became too attached to this one. Seems like mynerd nights game days finished after I lost this game mate. It also was so usual things to see his impudent face player model at the server.
Writing this message took so much of my time, I even forgot the sense which I tried to put into it. Well, maybe once some bored person will find those pessimistic notes of old fox and entertain himself with it -.-
Lately things kinda changed for me. With leaving of each guy here (even if he was an asshole) I feel like some part of the past getting away. It started with Apothecary, I think. Frequently he was annoying. He posted much things which cant be related or useful to the topic -_- But still it was usual thing to see him around, get angry on him, trying to relate things which he posted.
When I saw Bonzo here in first time, I figured like "Another guy trying to pretend serious person to beg a mod, meh". It was hard to believe that he was exactly the person, which he looked like. Those strikes, those posts with hard words, those threats "Shut up before Mr Bonzo see it". It became so daily, so usual. Like it should be. I will miss it.
I don't feel like I want to play or even visit the game after those things with Miron. I knew that this guy going to be the part of the past, like everyone did before him. But I became too attached to this one. Seems like my
Writing this message took so much of my time, I even forgot the sense which I tried to put into it. Well, maybe once some bored person will find those pessimistic notes of old fox and entertain himself with it -.-